If

on the way home with wonderful music

ride at night, feels like lost the way

lights always lead you the right way

to be alone

그냥 한 사람을 보고 싶어

이 시간

it's a dream, a dream only

finally wake up

no matter how slowly

it's a dream, only

is there any reason to believe "It's more than a dream"

need a self trip

and a place like this

raining, blue, depressed

   マリモ

♥ May it help you to achieve everything you want

new semester!

new students

but will they get there on time till the end

at every 0800, monday?

be nice to yourself

don't forget to eat and get rest

hope everything will go on time

keep smile

3 weeks ago

a relative died of heart disease

i got phonecall at 1000 pm

there's no reason.. it just suddenly happened

grandma cried.. for she couldn't wake him up.. and just watched him gone

who is the one almost rased by grandma

father cried.. for he feels sorry to treat hom no so well

who is grown up with him.. who is only 8 years older than him

he doesn't have any children

so we helped at the funeral.. what we can do

i had keep my promise.. i didn't cry

for taiwanese believe that crying will let the person can't let go everything

so i keep my promise

now it's 3 weeks after the funeral

but the sorrow is not end.. 

grandpa just came home from the hospital

we didn't let he know this

we don't know how to tell hom this

how to tell him that his youngest brother isn't alive anymore

even there are a lot of problems during the funeral

but i think it's not easy to let a person go for everyone

especially who is the one that you live with

grandpa is occasionally can't remember where he is

who i am.. what time is it

but we are trying to keep him well

if watched the movie いち りとる の なみだ

then can understand the situation

give me some strength..please

i don't want to give up any chance

i can't stand this

beauty is always there, but you have to find it

it will show the best thing of the world

everyone gets tiring about life

but also have to find the way to keep on

stop and see

it's a turning point for you

should i wait?

but wait for what?

i am tired...

it's time to decide

to give up the impossible waiting

a story mentions about the woman in Jane Eyre

the madness woman

by watch the whole movie

in the end, the feeling chang into a strange mood

maybe her madness is not all her fault

maybe i am just some sympathy to the weak one

but there is something that her husband has do wrong

so

how can people choose to believe others

maybe to be believe in someone is important

but you will never knowing that you will have the end like her or not

Antoinette Cosway